So i have been working in CGH for almost 3 months..and i guess ii am getting used to the job now even though its pretty stressful. But its okay, gain some good experience right?
Anyway, went for my wisdom tooth surgery today !! I used to be really scared of pain but now i i am not anymore? Wasnt nervous for it hahahha
Left cheek is still a bit swollen since its the first day only. ( no work for me today :))))))))
17th July 2016
11:03pm
Hi guys. Back to blog again.
3 months temp job has officially came to an end. Sad, definitely. Still remember that time when i blamed myself for starting this job so early hahahaha definitely enjoyed myself since its pretty relaxing. People there are nice too. Kind of touched because some of my colleagues treated me to farewell lunch since i did not expect them to do that. Thanks a lot, really. So on my last day of work which is 15th July, they actually stood at the door to say goodbye to me hahaha shook my hands and wished me all the best! But the awkward me,as usual, stood there and smile like a fool.
Tomorrow!! Its tomorrow.
Starting my work at CGH tomorrow. Hope the people there are nice!! Its really important to me though. Wishing my all the best :)
Good Night.
"I wish i wasn't so timid. I wish i had the courage"
Sunday, February 14, 2016 | Posted by Jiayi |
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15th Feb 2016, Monday
Its finally the last week of school. I am gonna have my last tutorial today and last lecture tomorrow. Nooo:( Time is really passing way too fast and my 3 years polytechnic life is coming to an end. Not really sure what to feel about this but i am kind of unwillingly to graduate though. Its like i am suddenly a grown-up regardless of whether i am going Uni or not.
I really hate changes. I hate the fact that we are always force to move on even if we don't want to. And i hate the fact that this is part and parcel of life. But there's absolutely nothing we can do about it. Not gonna wake up at 7.30am, get ready slowly and hop onto bus 8 or 15 to TP anymore. Not gonna crack my brain and think what should i eat at ITAS anymore. And i am not able to see all those familiar faces everyday anymore. Am i too emotional about this ? HAHAHA sorry. Feeling this way because its late at night. Late night thoughts moving in.
But still, trying to positive about it.
I used to be really excited about growing up. I mean, i still am. I envy those young adults who work hard and spend as much money as they want, both for themselves and family. I think the feeling of being financially independently is awesome and i can't wait to reach that stage. I guess this is one of my motivations to work really hard now.
Currently,
Trying to deal with my last report and waiting for my teachers to reply my emails. Gonna have a test this coming Thursday and exam on 4th March '16 ( the official last day of my poly life) I am kind of nervous for my upcoming MP presentation and i really really hope whoever is evaluating us doesn't ask me difficult questions.
Friday, October 2, 2015 | Posted by Jiayi |
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有多事情和人 不是说忘就忘
不会刻意说出 因为是秘密
不会刻意忘记 因为已烙印在心里
Wednesday, August 19, 2015 | Posted by Jiayi |
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Its been long since i last updated my blog. Almost a year?
Time flies. It really does fly. And i am scared of its ability in telling me i have to start planning for my future. Honestly, i don't know what should i do after graduating from school. Work? Study abroad ? Hide under my bed? I don't know. This got to be one of the most common topic me and my secondary school friends talks about during gatherings and we will all start staring into spaces ( to try to catch a glimpse of our future but nothing came out)
Who doesn't want to have a bright future? Who doesn't want to earn tons of money and buy whatever they want? Who doesn't want to do something they truthfully like? But our "wants" is sometimes out of the question. Some people are forced to do something they don't like but they earn money. Some people loves their jobs but they ain't earning any. Which one do you prefer? I guess for me... i will choose the latter one. Weird right? It scares me at the thought of turning 20 next year. So many people out there had high achievement at this age while i am still doing the old study cycle thingy. I wonder why am i not so unusual.
三月二十二日 星期六
又是星期六。没有学校的日子过得还真是快。。不知不觉假期的第三个星期要结束了而我却什么都没做。考试之前说要做这个要玩那个但到最后还不是一样呆在家里哈哈哈。我有时觉得人生很无聊但有时又觉得能活着真好尤其是和家人的时候。大家开开心心的一起吃饭:)
我真的超不想上学的。课程我是100%没兴趣。好想回到中学的时候(我很爱活在过去)每一次都会觉得 “啊如果能回到以前有多好” 我想各位都有一段您想回到的过去吧,开心的,后悔的,悲伤的,都想回去感受多一次或改变您的决定。哪怕只有一次。。我有一个很好的朋友,最近和她出去。但和她出去之前我和她发简讯。我找到了一堆我们两写给对方的信,大概有五年了吧。读着那些信我真的好感动开心但又好难过怀念。感动和开心是因为我仿佛回到过去似的。那种我们曾经有的懵懵懂懂与不成熟。(和白痴)难过是因为我知道我和她回不了过去。那一起坐着听姜老师幽默的讲课的过去。。难过也是因为我们曾经闹翻(其实是因为我脾气暴躁) 就在我十三岁的那年。我十三和十四岁时还真的伤害过不少人啊。。我的天。真的对不起。也就是因为读着那些信时感到愧疚所以决定发则简讯给她。告诉她我有多惭愧然后她却回我一句我有点吓到的话 哈哈哈 她回我 :”愧疚干吗啊。我经历过这些才学会拿得起放的下啊“ 然后我的OS就是 ”哇我的妈 我没伤你那么深吧!"
三天前和她见面。我们真的好久没见。有一年的吧。好想告诉她那天我很开心能和她见面但有点尴尬啊哈哈。我不知道你会不会读到这个但我想告诉你,很高兴有你这个朋友。 :)
Wednesday, January 15, 2014 | Posted by Jiayi |
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Helllloooooooooo.
My first post of the year. I am so tired recently(everyday)..Waking up at 730am for school and going home at 6pm.If school is interesting i wouldn't mind at all but the problem is it isnt.I am really still affected by the fact that i am in Applied Food Science and Nutrition,totally not what i am interested in.Yeah..going to Year2 soon and i'm still complaining about this.Urgh so sick of this. Its not like i'm interested in becoming an Nutritionist or Food Scientist.Cant do anything about but complain and continue.
AND I JUST DROPPED MY CAMERA!!! The LCD screen crack:( Wanted to send it for repair but it seems expensive:( I'm so sorry mummy<3333333loveyou
December break
Went to Chiangmai,Thailand during my December break and enjoyed myself. So basically we went there not for shopping but praying. Stayed at the usual hotel where we always do since we've been there for more than 5 times. Actually we changed hotel since we went ChiangRai which requires around 4hrs of bus ride to there and we stayed at a really pretty hotel with theme named mResidence or something? They used raw materials for their walls, floors etc so it was so cold when you stepped on the floor without shoes.YOU'LL ALSO SHIVER WHILE BATHING. The temperature was around 10 degree c to 23degree c when we were there and i can say that..i love hot weather more. Kind of dislikes having the need to wear a outer wear to keep myself warm at all times etc I truly miss Singapore when i was there like the weather and definitely FOOD.( I was thinking about fishball noodles..:p) Yup so i wil try to upload some pic here since i'm still transferring the pictures.Thanks for reading and sorry for my weird/lousy english! Goodnight:)