Sunday, February 14, 2016 | Posted by Jiayi |
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15th Feb 2016, Monday
Its finally the last week of school. I am gonna have my last tutorial today and last lecture tomorrow. Nooo:( Time is really passing way too fast and my 3 years polytechnic life is coming to an end. Not really sure what to feel about this but i am kind of unwillingly to graduate though. Its like i am suddenly a grown-up regardless of whether i am going Uni or not.
I really hate changes. I hate the fact that we are always force to move on even if we don't want to. And i hate the fact that this is part and parcel of life. But there's absolutely nothing we can do about it. Not gonna wake up at 7.30am, get ready slowly and hop onto bus 8 or 15 to TP anymore. Not gonna crack my brain and think what should i eat at ITAS anymore. And i am not able to see all those familiar faces everyday anymore. Am i too emotional about this ? HAHAHA sorry. Feeling this way because its late at night. Late night thoughts moving in.
But still, trying to positive about it.
I used to be really excited about growing up. I mean, i still am. I envy those young adults who work hard and spend as much money as they want, both for themselves and family. I think the feeling of being financially independently is awesome and i can't wait to reach that stage. I guess this is one of my motivations to work really hard now.
Currently,
Trying to deal with my last report and waiting for my teachers to reply my emails. Gonna have a test this coming Thursday and exam on 4th March '16 ( the official last day of my poly life) I am kind of nervous for my upcoming MP presentation and i really really hope whoever is evaluating us doesn't ask me difficult questions.